Thursday, 19 June 2008
of all the days, trust this to be the worst. the laundry was undone, i still have 11 more newspaper articles, a chinese brochure and 4 chinese book reviews for tennager's digest and literature. all these are driving me up the wall. my aunt resigned from her work to go on a vacation and is now back and giving me hell. my mom doesn't even prepare dinner anymore, my allowance had been cut, my grandad passed away, my younger brother is driving me crazy, the older one is overseas, and i still have a hell lot of holiday homework to do, and guess what, i have run out of foolscap paper to do my newspaper article on. isn't my life sad? i wanted my younger brother to accompany me to popular to get some foolscap, and he is also in a bad mood since my mom banned him from using the computer and now i am crying and asking myself why my life is so bad. maybe it's karma. maybe i did not do enough good in my last life to have a happy one this time. maybe my brother was someone who wanted to kill me in the past, but didn't succeed and is now back in my present life to turn me mental. gosh, gosh, gosh!!!!! COME ON PEOPLE, I NEED A BREAK! SINCE WHEN HAS THE DEFINITION OF THE TERM HOLIDAYS CHANGED TO HELL? OH PLEASE, PLEASE GIVE ME A BREAK, THAT IS ALL I WANT! FOR THE LAST TIME, I NEED A BREAK!!!!!!!! WHY IS MY FAMILY TREATING ME LIKE THIS? I FEEL LIKE JUMPING OFF THE BUILDING. THIS IS NO BETTER THAN LIVING IF I HAVE A FAMILY LIKE THAT. WHAT'S THE POINT OF LIFE THEN IF YOU DON'T HAVE A FAMILY WHO CARES ABOUT YOU? EVEN IF SOMEONE FROM MY FAMILY READS THIS POST, THEY WILL KNOW WHAT THEIR ATTITUDES ARE LIKE. I HAVE HAD ENOUGH! IT'S ALWAYS FAOURTISM TO BOYS. BE MORE PRACTICAL MOM, THIS IS THE 21ST CENTURY! NOT 1965! GET REAL MAN!
okay, deep breath. i have vented my anger on this blog. that's all for today. i am in no mood to write anymore.
05:53
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